How Does God Feel About Our Response?
This morning as I was waking up beside my wife, I rolled over
to her and lay close to her, enjoying the warmth and softness of her body. She
did not move. Whether or not she was conscious of my nearness, I don't know.
But it set me off thinking about another love that people may or not respond
to- God's love.
In so many ways and times, God wants to be close to us and
desires our response as well as that of the whole world of people, whether persons are
conscious or not of that fact. Some people are partly conscious of God's love
and may have been as my wife. They may choose to respond or not respond and “snooze
on” in their indifference. I wonder how God feels about that indifference. No doubt he comes to many if not most people
many times, and receives only partial response of returned love, or worse, even
no response even though his love should have easily been sensed.
The irony is that God loves people so much and would do many
things, almost every conceivable thing, for people to know that he loves them.
No doubt he comes again and again and in many ways, hoping that somehow persons
would turn around and embrace him. It seems if persons knew how much He loved
them they would love him in the most intimate way possible, trying to return
the love they feel from him. But it seems most people respond only partly and
rationalize that they really do love him, while going on in their own way most of
the time.
All this make me wonder how God feels about this half-hearted
response of persons, or even less by people who are oblivious to his nearness
and with whom he desire a reciprocal response. He being of infinite love, probably
never gives up as long as people have consciousness and are able to respond in
this life. Again and again and in many ways he reveals his nearness, providing
for us in all our needs, giving us a beautiful environment in nature, and
living in us by his Spirit as much we will allow him to. But it bothers me that people can be so
oblivious to his attempt to be near and experience his deep fellowship. What
joy he could share with us if we only responded to him fully! What more do we
want of him? Is our lonely life better without his closeness? How can we be
satisfied by ourselves and be not responding when he does come as close as he
can be, and in so many ways?